Dear Monster of Discouragement and Doubt,
Hello. I am The Princess. I am the one who lives in the supreme balance, the perfect point where reality and fantasy meet. I am able to straddle them both in order to be connected with the world and all its gurgling belly explosions yet simultaneously connected with heaven and all its wonder that allows me to take life as dust and laughter. YOu- MOnster- don't live in either. YOu don't live in truth and you don't know anything about my student JIllene Anzanetta JOhnson. I'm the one who's been teaching her and coaching her for years. She is beautiful, healthy and lovely already and yet I inspire her and remind her there's always room to grow. She is well dressed, seductive, conservative, artistic, and regal yet I've taught her to continue to explore new possibilities. She is every man's dream if treated correctly and she is everyone's medicine if taken for the right ailment.
YOu, are nothing. YOu are but a fleeting thought not even original to any individual.
I create uniqueness and you create sameness. YOu plant the same boring ideas in everyone's head while I create sparkling new ones. You tie and bog people down the same way each time while i lift people up in instances or in a long duration with a new exciting spin each day.
Jillene is strong and capable and deserves a well paying job regardless of the lies you try to fill in her head. She deserves trusting faithful love regardless of her past. I've taught her those lessons and she's stronger because of her past, not weaker. Never weaker. She WILL fight you about it for I've trained her well. She's strong enough to hear you but not listen to you. I've taught her the power of choice, boundaries, and self-control. She is going to change worlds for people. She will grow rubies out of death, bring shame to life, all with the power of me! I am fueled by the Holy Spirit. I am fueled by God.
All truth. All love. All the time.
Haven't you seen the movies reflecting this fight? Haven't you read The great book? What's there to fight about? Time is circular and I've already won. She's already won.
You are but sheer repetition lost in time....
